my memories
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
okok..now for my two special friends in jj (after my jael friends) - Max AND Gabriel haha..ya..I'm sore about leaving jj, partly because I can't bear to leave my two best buddies stated above. wahaha..they were from the same og as me and are also another 2 rnd CLUBBERS!!
MAX seah (YILIN.) heys max! Never expected this skinny, cannot-grow-fat stone who refused to dance properly on the 1st admin day would become one my best buddies..Yea..first impression of you would be you are cold and arrogant. However, I've come to realise you aren't. You are actually quite sentimental and thoughtful. And yes. I dare to say you are nice and sweet. WAHAHA!! I like your dry sense of humour..I do hope that I did bring some cheerfulness to your life because you always seem so distant. And also I do hope that you will one day realise that you can never understand God. Remember, God created science..and thus God cannot be proven by science..it might seem to contradict the existance of God now, but that's because the study of science has not been completed..once it is, it will not contradict God's existance anymore. And also, God cannot be comprehended by humans, angels, me or even you! If He and His existance could be understood, He wouldn't be our God would He? The thing about God is that if you are just going to view one small portion of His work, you won't get the whole picture of God's love. Everything that God did and does will build up to give the final picture. It is just like a painting. When the painter first starts to paint, the picture seems to be just sploshes and swipes of colours, and if the painter starts off with dull colours, the painting seems disastrous doesn't it? And people most probably think that he is a bad painter. However, when he begins to put more colours on the piece of work, brightening the colours and finally finishing it, you will see the whole picture! And with the colours will make the whole painting look alive and the sploshes will make the painting even more real. God works in the same way too. (you don't have to be a painter to understand what I have just said. ) Remember the msn chat we had about God's existance? I guess you might have been stumped quite a few times by what I said. And I know it is because what I said was simple and logical. Since I stumped you so many times, the only thing I can say is that it is up to you to believe it. I do hope that you will believe it which is simple and yet requires a deep understanding. Just take the first step of faith to believe, to fully let go of the need to be able to comprehend everything, and trust in Him by asking God to clear your doubts and have no doubts that He will answer your prayer. And I can assure you from my and my friends' experience, God will answer it. And in ways that you can never expect. =) I pray earnestly that you will one day see the grace of God and come back to Him..Anyway, I'm glad you got into SRP!! All the best to you and I pray you will go back to God again. GOD BLESS!! And I miss you!! YAH. RMB ME LAH. just rmb me as the 'BOY' from jj first 3 mths and rnd club who laughs at NOBODY. and later ps u and gabs for acjc...(wait..read on lar. below got msg that I wrote to both you and gabs. haha!!)Gabriel Lim (GABBIE!!! GABS GAB)
heys gabs! wahahaha!! First impression of gabs? SO SHY LEH. ok. for the real gabs? SHY? YOU SIAO LAH. HE SIAO WAN LOR!!! Anyway. Yes, this siao friend of mine no longer has his arms dislocated because now there is NO ONE to smack you HOR? lol! and his name shall not be written in HOT PINK anymore..unless max does it..anyway..I never expected you to be such a joker and such a fun friend. I also like your sense of humour, though it is sorta opposite of max. Yours is LAME. wahahaha!! Remember the time that you rushed me out of school because you thought that the other's were with me and how I rushed out because I thought the others were with you?? LOL! And your HURRY HURRY RUSH RUSH ONTO THE TRAIN!! I really can't help but laugh non-stop at your lameness..haha..yea. I realise that you are quite optimistic and YA. You make a good encourager though you only talk (hey u said that yourself!!)..wahaha..hmm..I think there's only one thing that you said that troubled me..and that is when you said this, "im doing god a favour..im saving his creation"..I have only one thing to ask you. DO YOU REALLY THINK SO? I can assure you that God is all-powerful and He doesn't need you or even me to save His creation neither does He need our favours. Frankly, we are so tiny (not just physically) that we are as good as insignificant. So do you really think you are doing God a favour? The amazing thing is that, out of all other things in the whole spectrum of creation, God chose to love us. He chose to take notice of us and give us the best. Even though we have sinned and broken His heart over and over again, God chose to make us worthy again by sending Jesus to the cross to die by the hands of those whom He created and then resurrecting Him again. The blood of the pure lamb (Jesus) has washed away our sins so that we can come to Him without doing anything. For we are saved by the grace of God and not by our own works. How do we ever repay what Jesus has done for us? He'ld rather bother more about OUR salvation than the other works of His creation. So even if you did save His creation, what good will it be if you are not saved? And this world will be completely changed when the end comes. I guess this might not mean anything to you now. But I do hope that you will not forget what I have just said. I believe that one day you will probably be so disappointed with this life that you will feel that this life is not worth living anymore. I pray that at that time, you will remember what I have just said and cry out unto God even if you are not a christian. Ask Him to comfort you and He will accept you with open arms. I pray in hope that one day you will come to love Jesus too as a christian. Anyway, yeps..I'll miss you loads and all the best for your life in jj, rnd and CHASING YOUR FUTURE WIFE, JOYCE. LOL LOL LOL!!!!To both max and gabs..thank you for making my lfe in jj one that I can't forget..both of you mean alot to me..yea..I'll miss you both alot..please don't forget me okay? I know I can't because you both are my best buddies in jj...I hope that if we do meet when we grow up, we will still be able to talk like what we did in jj (it's highly unlikely, but who knows?) even though I've left jj, I hope that you'll keep on laughing and being good friends k? God bless and all the best!
6:08 PM
the scent still lingers
