my memories
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
This blog has been deserted for 2 months and 2 days exactly.
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yups..ah..what a relief to blog once again..have been so busy, I haven't even had time to sleep! Not that now I am any freer, it's just that I have decided to just let everything out of my system.
yea..
I'm so thankful for what God has done for me..I'm so thankful that He is there..He's blessed me with a quite a funny class - whose class name wierdly suits some of us as well as our personalities- 1SC5: sc5vers and HIGH S AND HIGH C. (am I understandable? i think i'm nonsensing again) But anyway, He answered my prayers my showing me the christian community in AC which is currently TINY beyond belief as well as the professing-christian-but-it's-just-the-facade environment. But what I am the most thankful for is that He has placed my dearest JAEL brothers and sisters in the same school as me..pearleen, lizhen, joy, ivan, hong ngiap, cavell, jackson. I seriously don't know what would have become of me if they weren't with me.
AC life is hectic but finally it's getting into my system. I realised how many things has happened during this short 2 or so months in AC. How time is slipping through my fingers..
And talking about time being short, I realise that we have less than two years in this school to make an impact for Jesus..and that reminds me that the AC-JAEL people are undergoing alot of strain so much so that we have been distracted and forgotten what we came to AC for..
Remember what we said last year during the youth camp? Didn't we want to be on fire? Rather, weren't we on fire for Jesus? We were so focused then. Didn't we pray for us to make a huge impact for Jesus in our future schools? Didn't we start our new schools knowing that we were where we were only because God had a specific plan for us? Weren't we so determined to be different? Be daring? Be bold for Christ? WHERE IS IT?
What has happened to us? You know what? I think we have all become like the many other christians in the school. SLEEPING. We are, aren't we? Literally maybe. But still SLEEPING. JAEL, WAKE UP! WAKE UP, GOD'S ARMY! SLUMBER NO LONGER! WAKE UP!
Yes, I guess I am feeling the anger that ty felt when he wrote that entry. That's because I am suddenly awake..after what happened yesterday during announcements and today's article in the life! section. There is work to be done! There are souls to be saved! God is waiting for us! Yet we are still sleeping! HOW COULD THIS BE????? WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!
Yes, I am angry with myself too because I myself have committed the same mistake..I know it's gonna be hard and I am already suffering it but let's ask God for help and WAKE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
8:25 PM
the scent still lingers
